blend into everywhere........

2010-01-18T01:55:00.000-08:00

decided that i will try my best for a maths
but its hard
everytime feeling like pulling out my hair
but i will not give up
A maths you better wait
i will beat you!
though a bit stressed out
but i am slowly getting used to this lifestyle :D
actually i was deprssed for the whole week
but got inspired but 尤今 words

生命，总是有梦想的，哪怕是一颗受伤的树，也要献出一片绿阴，哪怕是一朵残缺的花，也向献出全部的芬芳

2009-11-23T00:31:00.000-08:00

when memories fade
when the world turn pitch black
when there's no one standing behind me
when only darkness remain
i believe in hope
i believe in friendship
i believe in everything you've taught me :)
okok just writing random stuff after so long
just decided to let my friends know
that this year i may have trouble you all
we may have quarrel
we may have cry together
we may have misunderstanding
but thank you for being in my life
so..................
please continue looking after me for
the next year and next next years
friends forever :)

2009-10-30T00:24:00.000-07:00

last day of school
but i dun feel much about it
maybe there is a class outing
and that will be the last time we will meet
not exactly the last but we may not be in the same class
after the results are out
everyone seems to be enjoying themselves
although there still a long way to go
we all are slowly but surely taking a small step to our own future
even though its insignificant
but its the first step we had chosen
and hopefully will not regret

爱情就像一朵花
而你是唯一的种子

2009-10-27T05:24:00.000-07:00

going to keep it a short post
went to pizza with jiaxu, wiliam, limmin, diana, sheena, nxl, xueqi and friends
went to comic connections
saw TEGOSHI YUUYA poster XD
went home after shopping

叶子走不进树的世界
叶子得不到树的温柔
叶子和树是不同世界
但叶子有了风追求而幸福
可是风永远都在叶子的身后
叶子眼中只看得到树
叶子只为树而停留..........

2009-10-26T06:23:00.000-07:00

finally posting after such a long time
i feel that school is quite boring
at class dun feel like playing
so the only thing that i can do is SLEEP
i am guilt-ridden today
is very guilty although people say its not my fault
but that guilt wont go away
i am sorry, very sorry
currently listening to 陈绮桢 songs

我知道我想要却又不敢对你说因为我已改变太多
我知道你想要却又不敢对我说因为你已改变太多

因为我曾是你.....我曾是你无话不说的朋友
因为我们改变太多

2009-10-01T06:33:00.000-07:00

today got art !!!!!
but i didnt finish my snowflake
but it will be very nice when i finish cutting
mother tongue is quite boring today
got maths remedial after school
i was thinking whether i was going to skip it
but i decided that i need to go
because my maths sucks
then d and t
NG XINGLING AND PJY FINALLY FINISH D&T
and the result is very nice
mdm teo also say good job
to that person
我出卖你的信任
所以想说对不起
好好想吧
到底是suki 还是suki janai
你心里应该有了答案
to both of u
OMETETOU !!!!!!!!!!
FUTARI WA ZETTAI NI SHIAWASE DAYO!!!!!

2009-09-17T06:40:00.000-07:00

today have art art :D
mr jay lim tell us about things that happened
during his teaching years
all the disgusting and scary things
i will always clutch my hands together when i hear those type of things
its kind of spooky and yet funny when he say it
therefore i was half laughing and half almost crying
we didnt have maths today
and mrs eng was not in school
she gave us four ws
went to sleep after finishing
then woke up chiong geography hw
during english our class got debate
hweeteng and charmian very cool
but they in different groups
therefore i didnt know which group to root for
so i decided to cheer on them individually
hmt we ate bao for lunch
and here i thought that the minimum
was a burger T.T
then stayed back to watch lm and may group rehearsal
i think i went berserk during rehearsal
cause i was very high again with xl :D
went home together with william
he only walk me to the bus stop
so i want to thank him
but not that much cause
it was the same bustop that he was going
went back to study geography
i am going mad!!!!!!!!!!!!
so many things to study
tomorrow die liao

P.S I LOVE TEGOSHI YUUYA

2009-09-16T05:56:00.000-07:00

its damn long since i post
so i will post today
i was very emo during the first few lesson
but i also dunno why
there is no reason
sometimes u feel down for nothing
then during recess limmin keep singing
the hu die jiejie
nie ni ba, i got very irritated
and tried to shut her up
in the end must use hand to cover her mouth
hahaha but i got addicted in the end
so i went nie ni ba with her together
finally after school the whole class stayed back for literature
group 3 went to perform the actual thing
personally i think that they did very well
so i started to worry about my own group
sigh.... but overall its ok
we are continuing in the right direction
and still have more rehearsal
i was very high during rehearsal
but when i went home i was back to being emo
because i listen to very sad song
although it has a happy tune
but it have sad lyrics
EOY coming soon must jiayous!

P.S i love teogshi yuuya (finally can post his pic)

2009-09-04T06:42:00.000-07:00

today was an ok day
not that bad and not that good
we didnt have pe :[
quite sad, i want to exercise
mr vik came in to talk about fat
found out that i actually have lots of fats
must exercise more
after watch luo sheng men
with hcl
the air conditioner was at full blast i think
then very cold
the show was actually quite inspirational
though there were many parts that were funny
the plot itself is not funny
but they way they act was a bit weird
miss ho let us watch as we going to watch the play tomorrow
so i am looking forward to it

P.S I LOVE U TEGOSHI YUUYA!

2009-08-31T22:41:00.000-07:00

today weather is damn cold
i am wrapped from head to toe
found this new blogskin
and like it a lot
Xl will like this a lot
cause its piano some more is three legged piano
i think that i will regret
when i grow up
for not learning the piano
when i touch the piano at my house
it feels familiar yet at the same time
i feel strange
even though i learn it before but when i really sit there
i really know nothing at all
i get that feeling again
sigh... maybe i shouldnt have quit piano
afterall i had been playing it for years
but its the choice i made
so its too late to regret and i should move on
i will not forget piano
but remember it and continue to play it
my sis will teach me
also i already have my pipa !;]

2009-08-28T05:34:00.000-07:00

today went to 888 with LM:]
and then went to seven elven
eat cup noodle
then we talk alot about secrets
then somehow talk until i cry
then went to look at the mask
very nice but expensive
then accompany LM go causeway
then go home
went home emotional breakdown
cried for a period of time
i also dunno why

to that person
谢谢你让我找到了我自己
虽然会有很多困难
但有你在我的身旁
就足够了
最真实的我其实我还不确定
但我相信只要跟着我的想法
我认为我可以做到的
你打开了我的心房
以后的我也会加油
所以你也是
我不会再羡慕你
因为我知道我自己也做得到
谢谢你让我发现到
做会自己是一件很美好的是
我发现在舞台上的我才是最真实的我

2009-08-17T06:24:00.000-07:00

went to causeway with lm,xl charline, diana, yunyen and william
william today treat us to pizza :)
so nice
and charline is the birthday girl
we really had fun
actually we were crazy in there
the pizza came and me and lm
puts lots of cheese on it
YUMMY !!!!!!!!!!!!!
i shared drink with charline
and for the first time
i got to our syrup into the ice lemonade
i never knew before
and after that
charline and diana went home today
XL LM and me went to toilet to take pic
okok its they practically dragged me
i am a victim
but i enjoyed the process
so i guess its ok
took alot of pictures
and then finally home sweet home :)

2009-08-11T05:57:00.000-07:00

okok
from today onwards i will be posting :)
its such a long time
nothing much today except taking the maths exam
it so difficult, i am so not good in maths
i think i did ok for the geography test
i dunno what to write
see lar you all forced me to write
sigh......
but i felt happy today
it not a major thing
but its the small things
such as talking to my friends
an stuff
but its these small small things
that make my imperfect life perfect
i am so glad XD
i am writing so randomly
arghhhhhhhh
so thats all today

I GAVE UP ON POSTING TEGOSHI PICS
BUT I STILL LOVE HIM
NOW SONG OUT
TANABATA MATSURI <3

2009-07-31T06:24:00.000-07:00

i will be posting at random cause
i feel very bored now
and thats because i cant
post tegoshi pictures
so i do not feel like posting

2009-07-22T06:20:00.000-07:00

today went to causeway
with limmin, diana and sheena
my new found friend!!!!!!
went to long john silver for lunch
diana couldn't find her wallet
and we were so worried
and thought of the possible place
then ended up the wallet was on her chair
then went to order
the counter girl a bit shocked
cause we all order the same thing
then when she asked us want cheese
we all say one XD
lol it was fun !!!
limmin was talking about funny things
that we ended up laughing like siao
after two fishes i was already full
but cannot waste food
with limmin talking
i was laughing till i cant eat
i couldn't take it anymore
that was the last straw
i spit out my coke
all of them were so shocked
finally we left there
and went to the toilet
got some woodgrove students
and they were talking about limmin
cause of her new hairstyle
it's really nice
and then they went to wash hand
and spray water at limmin and me
got a bit pissed off
i said that we are innoncent victim
in chinese, then one of them say
"yeah la we siao one"
it like totally not our fault
when we tell diana
she looks like she wanted revenge
scary!!!
me and sheena decided that if something happens we pretended that we dun know them
so bad :)
two people say limmin hairstyle is nice
and it is
after that home sweet home :)

2009-07-17T05:23:00.000-07:00

yoyo... long time never post
all this while trying to be good student
lols, anyway so happy
william finally changed place
now charmain sit beside me :)
so good, i wanted to stay back for maths
but then mr tay cant make it
i am trying very hard to get a good score for science and maths
since i did quite badly for it in the midyear
must buck up
so i will ask a lot of question to whoever sit close to me
BEWARE....
literature today, finally decide to do romeo and juliet
cause merchant of vernice got 7-8 pages
but romeo and juliet only got 4-5
i got the juliet part and yusuf got the romeo
i think i will have lots of fun when acting with him
cause he is simply fun :)
looking forward to next lit
gabriel got tybalt, cause he say capulet got damn lots of lines
actually i am quite happy that gabriel aand yusuf are in my group
they are really creating good atmosphere =)
hope everyone would have a fun time acting!!!!!!

P.S I just found out that tegomass (tegoshi is in it) have a new single yay!!!

2009-07-12T04:33:00.000-07:00

went to ang mio kio hub today
with my family
bought i new rice cooker
and just use it
the result was...
too hard, i cant swallow it lor
then i said that it must be because of the price
cause it so cheap
then my father started spitting out rice
whole family laughing till our sides hurts
yesterday we went to causeway for dinner
and my sis bought the a birthday present for her friend at comic connections
charmian!!!!! you got one more rival
my sister friend also likes yuto nakajima
lucky she yuto or else she snatch with me :]
thats all today

i love his face when he's listening to music

2009-07-10T05:22:00.000-07:00

today i rank myself 9/10
for happiness index
because i feel that things that make me emo
are not really important things
its those little things that happen around
take makes it important and affect my mood
got shuttle run today
only got 10.7
cause my leg was slow down by my shoe
i knew it beforehand
that it was going to happen
because the shoe i bought was just way too big
but still got A so still happy
then sit ups
it was so bad XD
only got 32
XL played with my ruler lor
i felt that she was abusing me hah :)
she snatch the teenage magazine
i wanna see harry potter
she ended up scratching me
so i become a victim of her scratching

AS USUAL I LOVE TEGOSHI

2009-07-09T06:59:00.000-07:00

my throat feels horrible today
and i dun feel good today
feeling guilty about something i done in the past
just somehow all the memories of the past flow in
i can't distract myself
from all the guilt
my head is so heavy
i think that i may have got fever
better take care of my own health
if i were to rank my mood today
i give myself 0/10
i cant get hyper
maybe the rain affected my mood too much
thinking of Ai Nante song
felt more emoish
i should seriously consult someone
before i have a emotion breakdown
dun think that will happen :)
i found out today that tegoshi might have a grilfriend
got a bit depressed
but i will never stop liking him
i saw this comment on youtube
REASONS TO LOVE TEGOSHI
HIS VOICE
which is so true
it seems to me that he really sang with all his heart
the more i hear his songs
i fell in love with him again
i think that i would distract myself by thinking tegoshi
if that helps :)
I LOVE TEGOSHI YUYA

2009-07-07T05:32:00.000-07:00

charline and jieyi came again
this time no more fooling around
we were very damn serious
and we finished the hui ben
so proud of ourselves :)
now the olympic project
i am adding finishing touches to it
charline today so fierce
she say i very talkative leh
that true heh heh :)
i want to say a big thank you to jie yi
because now i finally know how difficult
everything was to draw and to colour
cause i feel so sleepy after colouring a few pages
and your drawing is the best　ＩＮ　ＴＨＥ　ＷＯＲＬＤ　

2009-07-02T05:45:00.000-07:00

the class deco was so fun
we found lots of interesting stuff in the cardboard
vilynn was kind of forced to wear a cheongsam
so look so cute and sexy XD
Xl got stuck in the trolley
the one that was used for projector
we were are laughing til our sides hurt
the scene was just plain hilarious
we even took pictures of it
we found teas sets
which were rotting inside the case for like very long
it was put to use FINALLY
limmin teach me how to make ribbon
diana teach limmin one
it was very nice lor
then he lao shi came and take a look
it was not even half finished
but we concentrated more on the detail then on the overall
so we only made the back corner
we only pasted white majong paper
and the ribbon as frames
not much but we still have fun
just wanna say thanks to kai rong for helping us out
even though he is not in our class
he is such a nice person lor
went to the toliet with limmin and vilynn
took lots of pictures
when i tell my mother
she say we have perverted mind XD
vilynn folded her skirt
and it was so short
those types that japanese high school students wear one
but she's so adorable :)
my mother told me to go back
her voice sounded a bit unhappy :/
so i went back
but i really wanted to stay there for bit longer
cause really fun
and got air con !!!
still got next time never mind

2009-07-01T05:29:00.000-07:00

first time wear the orange t-shirt
which is like damn big
the weather is also very bothering
sweating like siao
actually not much happen today
during school hours
i went back home to eat after school
then came back again quite early at about 3.10
i heard that diana and charline and other members are renewing the class
so i went to the higher mother tongue room to find them
but they were not there
i ended up running up and down the stairs
to find them
i finally gave up and tried to find ze quan and zikai
cause we were meeting up for prist
but they also seem to disappeared
finally i saw mr tan kk
after i check the time
i found out that i was actually walking around the school for 20 minutes
but charline was missing
can't reach her handphone
so called diana, then found out they were actually in 2 achieve
finally we have PRIST
its like so fun
first time we did it on our own
lucas and hong chye came to check our project out
they are so noisy :)
the two mr tans left us alone
when we finish we play with the equipment
charline snatched zikai's calculator
it turn out in the end me, charline,zikai and hon chy wrestling for it
the sight was so funny
after that home sweet home

2009-06-30T00:31:00.000-07:00

went to school again
i can't seem to adjust my time
i cant wake up at the right time
xingling was competing with me
we were drawing heart on my foolscap cover
i love yabu!!!! so i draw a lot of heart
then she go draw alot of heart at her name there
charline later also join in the fun
but in the end i won !!!
yabu got 107 hearts
much more then xingling
i am into tegoshi yuya now
but i still love yabu !!!

2009-06-24T22:19:00.000-07:00

i cut my hair again
cause it was getting long
but i am starting to regret it
it looks weird
but my mother say must cut
sigh.....
yesterday went out to bugis
with XL,CC,Diana and limmin
on the train we all damn noisy
we went there to take neoprint
diana is very normal in every picture
the same pretty type
then the rest of us went crazy
first time taking it with them
lucky got diana or else we wont know what to do
the designing diana very pro lor
so fun
i fell asleep on the train when we went back
very tired so sleep very early
now must go chiong homework

2009-06-22T05:17:00.000-07:00

got co today
sherry was back :)
she had this really cool hairstyle
xingling was also back too
after co charline, jieyi and XL
came to my house
charline and jieyi came because of project
but XL was coming along mainly cause she cant go home
and i wanted to say thanks to them
for helping me with maths
charline remember the way to my house and back
finally so glad
i did the question and got quite high
so contented
then mr tan sms me
no prist tomorrow
so we can go out with other to celebrate
yay!!! so i will end off with this

Hello, i'm pjy, nice to meet you. I'm in pjy's house, so nice(: hello, i'm currently in pjy house and i'm doing pjy's homeworks, so cool right?

2009-06-21T00:10:00.000-07:00

my hand is numb today
i cant play my pipa!!!!
argh!!! my little finger is not moving
i cant feel it at all
when i touch it, its gross
tomorrow still got CO
die liao
went shopping todae
for present for xingling and father day present
had a hard time trying to find the right thing
now i broke
i still owe my mother 13 dollars
haha... must try to refrain myself from eating
things that are expensive
that ghost movie still haunts me at night
charmian so brave i cant stoop thinking about it
when i close my eyes i can see that thing floating
i seriously need to grow up
they dont exist
at least i dont think so
but they make it so real in the movie that i cant help thinking
since i was small i hated things like that
maybe i would grow out of it...
i hope so..........

2009-06-19T05:26:00.000-07:00

went to qingyang house to do project
qingyang was acting emo
very difficult to get her high
before going i eat cup noodle
its my fifth one this week
i am so unhealthy :)
the project is like only shermain is doing
the rest of us chatting about stuff
we got chat about hey say jump!!!
but mayleng say yabu not shuai :(
then dunno how we chat until ghost
qingyang wanted to watch a ghost movie
i was so scared lor
we went down to buy something to eat
the owner a bit scary and weird
charmian, qingyang and me a bit freaked out
finally we return her house
they start the ghost movie
actually the start not scary but after that damn scary
but i the only one scared
i cant watch ghost stuff
my heart cannot take it
i took out my earphones and start to listen to hey say jump song
then charmian keep looking at me and smile
i went home a bit scared cause qingyang house corridor is dark
i am going to watch absolute boyfriend tonight
night tenjou is so handsome !!!!

2009-06-17T01:58:00.000-07:00

i've watched a new drama
about doctors and it set me thinking
between life and death it's just one thin line
everything could be over in a second
everything could be the same
the doctors that is trying their best to save patients
no matter how hard it is
that's not a normal person could do
i have begun to admired them
for their courage and determination
they have to choose in difficult circumstances
and never waver when their loved ones are involved
sigh..... it was so nice
my head is full of that one sentence
"i am a doctor, one that save others"
i remember the times when i was in the hospital
the doctors and nurses were so kind
not wanting anything in return but to save me
but i am not going to be a doctor
cause i am scared of blood
so its impossible but those that are doctors
are really impressive ^^

2009-06-16T05:31:00.000-07:00

i'm getting sunburn
my whole body has turn very dark
but i like it though
yesterday was so fun
first time outing leh
the way we buy crackers
so much that yongjie has to pay
drinking hot coke that taste like hot soup with gas.
playing volleyball and eating cup noodles with diana,vilynn, limmin and charline.
feel like going there again
its just yesterday but i am so looking forward to the next outing.
today jie yi and charline come my house
have lots of fun.
charline can't recognise the way home
jie yi first time come my house also know how to go to the bus stop.
then charline come my house the third time still dunno.
lols :)

2009-06-02T05:35:00.000-07:00

yoyo! long time never post. i went back to school today, got the prist thingy, i was the first one that reach lor. i thought i already late, but ended up everybody was later then me. the weather is killing me, i was covered in sweat when i reach there. i waited for charline, then we talked about boys over flower, she is so into the show. may cut her hair, although she says she looks weird but i think its kinda cute. they came over to my house and we went back to school again, this time taking bus. thank god, the weather is so extreme. the things in the bio lab is so cool lor, i'm so going to work hard then can go triple science, now i must be mopre hardworking, though it's hard

2009-05-23T22:31:00.000-07:00

i dun wanna go school tomorrow, actually i'm fine with taking the exams but i just dun wan to get back the results. mrs eng said that there are three who failed geography. i'm so scared but i have studied very hard, i already know that 15 marks is gone beacuse of the population questions. i dun wanna failed any subjects in the midyear. i going to believe that i will passed every single subject, even maths. because xing ling say that i must believe in myself, so i will not think anyore about it and think about YABU!!!! every post i will be posting a pict of hey say jump !!!!!!!

2009-05-18T00:43:00.000-07:00

its been a long time since i post. i dun wanna lose to vilynn and charmain so i'm posting yabu's picture. i say he looks the best among the hey say jump!!!!! lols. i'm so childish but its the truth even though i also like hikaru. i like him the most. his voice is nicer lor.... the exams so far is going so bad. i feell like crying lor. it's not like i neva study, just that i cannot remember and careless!!!!!!! i really nedd to get rid of this bad habit. anyways must jiayou for physics and homec

this is yabu!!!!

hey say jump!!!

2009-05-05T06:03:00.000-07:00

sigh.... the paper i had so far is so difficult. i think i would fail both. especially my compo, its crap. even my sister says so. yeah. dead. Arg!!!!!!!!! lol. i think i am too crazy, i cannot flunked my exams anymore because i did badly for ca1 so i shall study!!!!!!!!!!

2009-05-02T23:59:00.001-07:00

i wont be posting after mid year over i think need to study hard

2009-04-30T07:54:00.001-07:00

this one's blur but you can see that he's too skinny

Kanata Hongo he doesn't look that skinny in this

this is the poster for it

2009-04-30T07:33:00.000-07:00

got back some results, and not feelin that good after seeing them, its like i am so far behind the class. i startin to feel the pressure on me by my parents. sigh. things are not lookin so good after all. i wanna go back to one aspire... miss those guys a lot. things in sec one were not so complicated, its playing almost all day. sec 2 studying like siao. we had a surprise maths test, glad that i know how to do. mr tay is absent like for so many days, he promised to be with us all the way until mid year! i wanna ask him a lot of questions and have remedial, thats so not possible now. shermain was like maybe mr tay is got the swine flu, i was so shocked and say chio, touch wood both of us really go touch the bark of the tree. lol. -_-.recently i'm so into jap drama. especially shida mirai drama, its called seigi no mikata. its very nice lor, the guy is quite nice but he's very thin. i did some background checking and found that he's a model. he looks like some guys who is starving for a month. but the problem is he doesn't seem skinny in his modelling pictures but in the drama he is so skinny. nothing much so bye

2009-04-24T05:26:00.000-07:00

its a bit late but CO got GOLD with HONORS. i am so proud of us. it was a long and hard journey but we made it through. i didn't think that i would cried on that day but when the moment i started screaming in joy my tears just fell easily. everyone was emotional especially the girls, charline,limmin and xingling was crying. the tears just couldn't stop even though it was two days ago but the scene was imprinted to my mind forever and it would be a part of my life. yesterday xingling and me were talking like 'you know we were changing our clothes and putting on make up at this time' i hate to admit it but i love CO. i missed Co practices u might think i am mad but i love the practices. whenever i walk passed the music room i have the sudden urge to put my bag outside there. recently i feel quite bad. it not beacuse of the left out incident but the running. my heart even though it ok now but deep down i feel a restriction sort of like a warning. that tells me that you heart cannot make it and it feels so difficult to breath when i am running. some of my friends are giving of pressure they say that 'pjy sure run very fast' and stuff, to be honest i have changed and i am so different after that operation something had change within me, a change that even myself couldn't understand it just feels out of place. i shall be hyper after this no more emoing!!!!!!!

2009-04-20T06:13:00.000-07:00

the weather is damn hot, i sweating twice the amount i usually do. it feels so weird to be sticky. recently i tend to be crazy when i with limmin she very high, then i high with her. being with her and may makes me feel very relax i also dunno why. today mr tay neva come, i can't believe it, i actually look forward to the results of the test paper, whats wrong with me ???? mrs woo did'nt conme todae and mr ho came in for relieve, for some reasons he seem to like teeters alot he was holding the letter 'I' and hwee teng said that gabriel told her "i only believe in I"(in chinese).lol. the commercial for I weekly. the ipw project todae was quite fun. our group gets to presents but only may and jing zhi went up. both of them are better in presenting. may gets agitated but it's ok, jing zhi relaxed with his laptop, he brought it to school. rich guy. CO, nothing much but the small cake or muffin(whatever u call it) taste nice. tommorrow we have tuna bread, yay!!! i feel a bit sleepy during co but everyone seems to be tired so i guess its normal. we have been like leaving class early and i feel really bad about missing classes. sigh, there's nothing i can do but to revise more for the exams. i really hope that i do better in mid year exams.

2009-04-17T05:21:00.000-07:00

everything seems fine. the 8th batch of exco came out, what can i say i feel nothing.maybe happy for kexin and thats all i guess. i feel so down today and i have no idea why. i just dun feel talkin much these days, but thanks to limmin and may who desperately try to cheer me up especially may who even stole my first cheek kiss!!! that seriously freak me out but i guess it did made my feel happy, at least i am somebody:) seriously i think that i am the one who is easily forgotten by people, i dun stand out that much and i dun have any qualities in me. maybe i'm thinkin to negatively but its true. Charline accompany me go Co. chatted with seniors or gossip. may, charline, zi kai, zequan and me went to meet up with mr tan kk and lizi for the prist and its about physics, sigh its so complicated. i can only understand a tiny bit, i think may can understand all lor she's very clever. i am really a dumbass considering the fact that i forgot that i have pe today and went to borrow pe shorts and shirts. luckily the shirt jin wen help me find. then i got no shorts. xinhui dan nice lor lend me the fbt, although she need to wear later. Sorry for makin it smelly cause we have hip hop dance, but i really have to thank you so much. and to all my friends i dun noe why but i feel like sying this i love u guys so much!!!!!!!!

2009-04-16T05:33:00.000-07:00

nothing much todae, i was just the normal. during home ec class, cher not here limmin and xl play with my hair and worse they tie it up and i look wierd. mr tan kk has been in a bad mood recently and scolds our class, but no one cares :) during literature mrs woo was scolding us for not handing in hw on time and it really very unbearable cause the tone of her voice was a bit accusing(dunno if its correct or wrong description) may was the unfortunate "victim" that she prey on, although she doesn't hand in hw in time but she's a real sport and clever too. she was quite upset after lesson and become very emo but after eating chicken chop she went back to normal. so eatin helps in reducing stress!!! i like mr ratish lesson it's so much fun, i think the only subject that i can really enjoy is english, mr ratish can be really serious but he also very funny. i always find myself lookin forward to his lesson. CO people miss a period of english due to full dress rehearshal, wat can i say, the costume look like shit. it like in those olden days they would wear those type of clothes. i really admire xl and chi yao they look nice in whatever they wear. sigh. i definetely not one of those. the Co practice todae was quite fun, jia en and charline were swaying and they were laughing cause itss funny. i felt left out again:( i couldn't really find my place among them, sometimes i really wonder if there is any problem wrong with me???? i'm not that popular and i dun really interact much. in sch people think that i'm the friendly type but sometimes i really wanna be selfish for once and show them the real me. i just afraid that they wont like the real me, i feel so fake. i'm hiding, from reality and it's hurting me so much that i can't breath. i really wan someone out there to find me and show me to the world that is outside, a place where i can really be myself without holding back.

2009-04-15T05:44:00.001-07:00

Hihi. first time trying to start somethings up. this year is full of challenges and i have not prepare that well. today it CO, i'm starting to get more and more tired easily this days. the most important thing is i can't focus on my work nowadays!!!!!!!! and the most important i lack of sleep, though i sleep early but its not enough!!!!!!!! that all and i'm revising for my maths test tomorrow